My heart appointment is on Thursday (Oct. 1) and I'm very nervous, anxious, scared, you name it. I know it's something I need to do but I'm scared about what they're going to find, about what's going to need to happen and how the procedure will feel. I've never had a tube stuck down my throat before (although I'm willing to bet I'm in the majority there) and I'm sensitive to meds and they're giving me a valium IV.
So please, once again, please keep me in your thoughts. I need to get through this so we can find out what (if anything) we're dealing with so we can move on. I want a baby more than ever and this is just one more hurdle, one more step in the right direction, but I'm scared...and I want everything to be alright. I've kind of forgotten what it's like to have a day where I don't worry about something big. The last 19 months of my life have been so full of anxiety and stress and I just really need this to be ok. I need to be ok.
Thank you for your support and prayers. It all means so much.
I'm praying for you today
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