It's happened. I've hit the day during the two week wait where I start looking for the period-like symptoms to make their appearance, so much so that I almost expect it. My faith is wavering. I've had some symptoms that are encouraging but I've also had some wavering symptoms that have me worried. I can't believe we still have 4 more days to wait.
You guys, I know it's premature but I'm so SO scared this is yet another failed cycle. I know we had 2 maybe 3 eggs. I know I ovulated. I know the sperm were awesome. I know my lining was a bit thinnish but trilaminar and thus, superior. I know all of this. I know I know I know. But even with all of this, I also know it may not work. I have PCOS. I am infertile. If this doesn't work, if we aren't pregnant, I will be heart broken. Again. Still.
Please say a prayer, send up some positive energy and keep us in your thoughts. If this cycle doesn't work, we only have ONE MORE IUI opportunity before they tell us we need to move on to IVF. We can't afford it. We would have to save for years. So please. Please please please put in a good word for us. And please, if you have a moment, leave me some encouragement here to help get me through these last few days of waiting. I feel my hope slipping away and I can't go there.
I know this is a really difficult time, not knowing what the result will be. Just remember, it's not over yet and there is always hope until it is. Keeping all my appendages crossed, hoping for a fabulous outcome.
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs from miles away...prayers are said and love is being sent your way <3
ReplyDeleteSending many positive thoughts and vibes. I am hoping your period like symptoms are a pregnancy. Keep your hope alive!
ReplyDeleteI'll be sending ALL my positive energy to you! ALL OF IT! Keep up the faith. Don't let it get you down. This still could be the one!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and sending positive energy and keeping my fingers crossed for you this cycle. I'll hope for you, even if your hope is wavering.
ReplyDeleteDon't give up hope yet! I'm sending so much positive juju over to you that if you could see it, it'd be a rainbow from my house to yours! Try to push out the negative and harness all this positive love heading your way.
ReplyDeleteSending lots of positive vibes your way! I am very hopeful for you and those 3 nice eggies! Fingers crossed!
ReplyDeleteThinking about you and sending LOTS of love and positive energy!! <3
ReplyDeleteSending loads of prayers and happy thoughts to you right now and always....love you both, Mom
ReplyDeleteI know how difficult this is for you and Jason. Please know that you both are in our continual prayers! Only God knows for sure...keep the faith! Love you guys!!
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