How do you put into words a sadness that begins in the deepest regions of your heart, and radiates outward to the very tips of your toes, to the end of every individual strand of hair, that reflects in your eyes and is felt with every fiber of your very soul?
We will have to say good-bye to our first child, instead of getting to say hello as we so hoped and prayed. I hope it knows how very much it was wanted, how loved it was from the very moment it came to be. How loved it still is and will always be. I'll always wonder if it would have been a boy or a girl, always wonder if it would have looked like me or more like Jason. What would it's name have been? I bet it's smile would have lit up a room, and I know he/she would have been the sunshine of our lives.
I am not ready to say good-bye. I know I'll never be ready. Not ever.
"No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye.
You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why."
I'm so sorry you're losing your baby. I know what you mean about never being ready to say good-bye. (((Hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI am terribly sorry. There are no words to make you feel better but please know that if you want someone to talk to who has been there, I'm here.
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so sorry, Melissa ... I know exactly how this feels. I hope that you can be kind to yourself right now ... and grieve as you need to. Sending you hugs from this corner of the world ...
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. I'm at a total loss for anything comforting to say, but know that I am praying for you still and you are loved by so many. xoxo Meliss. I wish I were there to sit with you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry Big. There's nothing anyone can say that can make it any better. It hurts, it will always hurt, only time will make it hurt less. I wish you didn't have to go through this. I'm sending all my love to you and Jason.
ReplyDeleteMelissa, there are no words...just know that I am so very sorry for your loss. I pray that God will wrap you and your husband with his everlasting love and peace during this most difficult time.
ReplyDeleteI was praying so hard. My heart just aches as my head keeps thinking of how long you tried and how quickly your happiness was taken away. On top of everything else going on with your granny. Oh Melissa, I wish there was something I could do. I just want to cry with you. There are just no words. I am so very sorry. Know that I think of you often, and constantly say prayers for you.
ReplyDeleteSending lots of love.
Oh Melissa, I'm so sad and heartbroken to be reading this. Sending lots of hugs and love your way. I'll be thinking of you
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