Due date

Today, May 27th was my estimated due date with our pregnancy that we lost last October. It's kind of a bittersweet weekend, because my husband graduated with his Master's degree yesterday. In September, we were worrying/joking about what we would do if I were to go into labor during his graduation. Funny how life has other plans...

I'm ok today. After our loss, I thought this day would be so hard but in reality, I feel mostly wistful. What could have been, you know? I don't know. I wish things were different, that my belly was bulging to capacity with life but alas, it wasn't meant to be. I suppose it's sometimes just as simple as that.